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this is for you, Maddy

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it's two years today
after the grief, I lost my way
and I think about you
every fucking day
I sang our song
as they lowered you into
your resting bed

I haven't spoken to your parents
and its hard to look at our friends
this was bound to happen
but I was never prepared

I always have to lie
when I talk about suicide

you could never get enough ketamine
when I tell them
they'll have no idea what I mean

its two years today
my tears drip and hit the page
I could never cry
before the day that you died
I don't want to be alive
but for you I'll try

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released February 27, 2019

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soft chaos Portland, Oregon

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